tarpat #30

ga kerasa yah .... udah hampir 3 tahun gue sekolah di tarpat. kemarin , 12 maret 2010 adalah hari peltam terakhir,hari belajar KBM terakhir buat angkatan kita. senin 15 maret kita udah ulum. terus bakal UAN , UAS , dan ujian praktek. Repot sih,capek apalagi. tapi kayanya lebih cepat lebih baik lah. cuma yang gue takutin tuh ulum sama uas yg IPS nya. soalnya gue jelek di pelajaran ips dan gue lebih fokus ke UAN drpd yg lain2. gue gak siap buat ninggalin tarpat yang begitu banyak kenangan2 lucu,sedih,seneng,nyebelin,gado-gado banget deh. apalagi gue bisa ketemu temen kaya sisca vinny stella & esther. walaupun sekarang udah gak awet2 kaya dulu, tp at least kita ga musuhan/ berantem kita masih tetep sama kaya dulu kok :) gue kangen masa2 kita kelas 8. pas gue ultah (14 maret 2009) gue di kasih kado scrapbook yg isinya foto candid gue yg super freak dan ucapan selamat dari anak2 tarpat (kebanyakan anak 8.6) dan itu bener-bener keren parah... di tarpat gue juga nemuin orang yang sempet bikin hidup gue jd rada abnormal. pernah dikasih harapan kosong,pernah di benci,pernah di sayang, dan semuanya ga bakal gampang buat dilupain

nb:kelakuannya, bukan tentang perasaan.

hahaha nevermind. hidup itu pilihan. apapun yang dijalanin sekarang ya itu pilihan kita masing-masing. oiyah! Gue jg nemuin orang caper ditarpat. caper sama pacarnya. gue jg nemuin orang yg maniiiiiiiiiiiiiis banget kaya gula. haha sayang orangnya rada cuek. gue jg nemuin orang paling sabar kalo dikatain,yohan. nemuin orang2 gila yg ngelawaknya lucu parah,oten,kennedy,farris,peniel. terus ada yg jayuuuus,nyebelin,cowok tapi mellow gitu, ya tidak perlu di tanya lagi dah udah pasti si viktor.gue nemuin angel,indah,nadia,shelly yg hebring. yg paling gila, gue bisa ketemu guru kaya bu tatik,pak abe,pak mardi,dll. itu dia kenapa gue susah buat ninggalin kbiasaan2 gue di tarpat. walaupun di tarpat gue jatuh bangun saa nilai dan permasalahan wanita gitu deeeh. tapi namanya waktu ya harus jalan. so, doakan kita satu angkatan supaya lulus dengan hasil yang maksimal yaa :) love yah

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Seminggu lagi gue ultah dan berharap dapet kejutan dari vinny stella esther sischa............. love you all

recent song

tears in heaven - eric clapton

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

picture post

get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

eh, Hello

hey,

facing backward,




see, and realize...










i'm here, to give you my sweetest smile.
and remember, i'll never ignored you even if you just say 'hey'




xoxo
nessa for this january

let go thing

"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up."




i got this from tumblr