damn ! i've got heartache

gue males pake kata pembuka segala , lagi super bete (what hell going on) blog gue juga gila ngepost hari apa ditulis hari apa . kali ini gw posting hari minggu , 3 mei . gue mau cerita tentang bad day gw hari jumat awal bulan mei yang buat gue keki super duper whooper gue dapet kabar buruk awalnya gw ga percaya sama 1 temen gw yg ngomong gini tp malemnya satu temen gw sms gw "ness telfon gw sekarang PENTING" dan dia juga cerita yg sama persis diceritain temen gw . aaaaaaaaa gue ngeluarin air mata yg super lebay (ngga juga sih) jadi ternyata cowo yg gue suka selama ini dy suka sama cewe lain ..dan itu emang fakta , gw percaya ini rencana indah waktu bisa menyembuhkan segalanya. gw ga kesel gw ga marah sama si cewe yg dia suka (gw udah tau siapa) tp gw kesel sama keadaan yg bikin gw terlalu berharap sama dia , gw pun ga marah sama si cowo .. intinya gw harus bisa sabar jalanin hidup gw kaya biasannya walau sebenernya gw masih bingung sama keadaan dia seminggu ini yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya . pulang sekolah gw langsung cabut ke gading gw ntn wolverine (disaat hati gw gundah film ini seru)
besoknya 2 mei gw ke tarlim . ke tarlim aja mesti debat sama nyokap ini lah itu lah sampe dia bilang "kamu ga boleh online online satu minggu ya" ah gw ttp cuekin aja krn emang suasana hati gw yg lagi ga memungkinkan buat nurut sama nyokap baik2 dirumah dsb . akhirnya nykp gw ke bogor n gw ke tarlim ketemu banyak temen2 lama haha. liat anak tarpat ngeben juga .abis itu sekitar jam 3 gw balik gw capek ..walau ketemu temen sd ttp aja hati gw ga bisa tenang . sampe rumah gw ga makan siang ..langsung ke kamar terus dengerin lagu
almost lover - a fine frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

lagunya sedih banget ,ditambah lyricnya gw dalami haha akhirnya gue trelelap dalam tidur , dan hari itu gue sukses ga online dalam sehari ..gw cuma diem aja dirumah nulis diary dan kayanya hidup gw kaya mumi,robot dan semacamnya. gw juga dengerin lagu untitled nya maliq n' d essentials . part yang gue suka tuh pas dia nyanyi "salahkah ku bilaa ,kau lah yang ada dihatikuu" huhu sedih rasanya . yang jelas gw harus bisa ga sedih2 lagi haha